mwestbelle: (mcavoy)
I love music that makes you sing along without even knowing it. :) Usually I'm really good about it, but this album is getting me going even though the door is open &Ludo;

This isn't a very interesting thing for my new friends to all see is kinda...monotonous? It's class, and other class, and fun stuff, and class. I wore my favorite dress today with knee socks just to be peppy and got several compliments. That always makes me happy--I don't try to look nice very often, and it makes me glad that people notice when I do.

There's a fine line between being friendly and encouraging people.

This is SOLEMNER than I have been but. idk, I'm not in a spazzy mood tonight, I probably should have waited until after watching yesterday's ANTM to post but I had time now. The Ice Fortress is...icy. I guess I should make a tag about my room. And maybe pictures? IDK.

Gonna work on [ profile] periodbandom first and foremost and then some other stuff. I'm gonna steal this from Chris and say If you had me under your command and could make me write anything, regardless of whether or not I know the fandom or if anybody even writes fic in that fandom and no matter how crack-addled it might be, what would you love to see me write?

carry on

Sep. 8th, 2008 03:17 pm
mwestbelle: (horrible)
Apparently my conference was...randomly changed on me, and is now Wednesdays at 3:30 not Monday at 3:15. Oh well, all the same to me. Today was a nice day--in Botany we did some replanting and are planning for plant germination experiments and it's really a much more interesting class that I expected. I'm sure the hard stuff is going to rain down on my head later, but for now, I'm happy with David Attenborough videos and eating fruit. My second class for the day (Pompeii) was cancelled because of the professor's cold so \o/

I gotta start working on my own [ profile] periodbandom (Chris and I made a good dent in Vikinz...a, um, stay up until 5am writing dent >_>) even though I was hoping to either finish up the threesome or get a good chunk done on my current pet project before that. I have to finish up some of this shit before Nano ;___;

It was a really great weekend--my friend Claire turned twenty on Saturday, and we all waited around on Friday and then went to Ihop at midnight...the Ihop is like, half an hour away and IN ILLINOIS so we had to pay a toll for our delicious late night breakfast! I ordered a half-order of chocolate chip pancakes with hashbrowns, and they gave me a full order by mistake \o/ Like I could eat that much though, srsly (I used to be able to...I think school food has trained me to eat less, which is...a good thing, I suppose, but not when I'm home and have GOOD FOOD and I can't even finish a burger) Saturday a bunch of people went to Folk & Blues (outdoor music festivalish thing on campus) and I stayed in writing fic to the aforementioned 5am. Slept some, dicked around online while my Botany textbook glared shamingly up at me, and then got some VMA play-by-play from Anncake. I like lazy weekends like that, when there's something BIG AND FUN we went to/did and then the rest of the time I can lay low (and we can talk about having two vaginas while Ellen stealthdoodles a hairy vag with "Roll out" written underneath on my leg)

I am also on a huge PMFStump binge. Sometimes I get so distracted by the shiny dorky earnestness that is Geeway that I forget how much I WHOLEHEARTEDLY ADORE Patrick ♥
mwestbelle: (rhps mercy killing)
Plan was to come back from Botany, nuke my Cheezy Breadz leftover and then take a nap before my next class at 1:30. BUT THE CHEEZY BREADZ IS RUBBERY AND NOW THAT I'M NOT IN CLASS, I DON'T WANT TO WASTE TIME NAPPING :\\\\\\\ My brain, so strange.

So I had an awesome time telling [ profile] runthegamut a delicious story of UST and ~MAGIC~ (the glittery Vegas kind) that still has to be ~resolved so. YAY. FUN. But right now I'm hungry and trying to think about my Nano/my speshul fic/the threesome fic, which I really want to finish before I start Nano and HOLYSHIT I still have to write my [ profile] periodbandom fic IN ADDITION TO seducing the less than honorable [ profile] thelemic into writing about vikings with me (you'd think that boy would be more into language barrier UST hottimes but nooooo~)

Meanwhile, I'm probably going to end up eating peanut m&ms for lunch and become a zitty blimp, except it won't be hot like Fat Frank is ;___; I make no sense, I should probably nap but I DON'T WANT TO so I think I'll go futz with the bandom nano comm (I MADE IT. IT WILL BE PIMPED THIS WEEKEND) and make it presentable.
mwestbelle: (surprise motherfucker)
After the finale of last season of Project Runway, Chris and I had a fun little convo that's stayed one of my pet favorites and I just ~realized we never posted. Soooo. I'm posting it now.

Patrick/Christian Siriano )
mwestbelle: (jayne knifey)
Feeling kinda better...I should have known, some chatficcing with my bb always makes the world shiny again :3 (I don't know if this is going to be a ~sharing one, or just dorky and wacky for us. ...I'm such a tease, sry XD) Plus, THREE DAY MF WEEKEND \o/ And it's already been agreed that the fam isn't going to the fireworks this year, so rawk! (I love fireworks, really, but it's hot and buggy and crowded and it scares the dog and you sit on the ground for an hour waiting for ten minutes worth of flash. Plus, they show them on TV.)

Meme stolen from [ profile] lastyearswishes

1. YOUR SPY NAME: (middle name and current street name)
Claire Lisbon

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your dad's side, your favorite candy)
Betty Hershey

3. YOUR RAP NAME: (first initial of first name, first three or four letters of your last name)
J Pos (...people IRL call me J Po sometimes, so maybe that fits better :P)

4. YOUR GAMER TAG: (a favorite color, a favorite animal)
Black Wolf

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Claire Chicago

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)

7. JEDI NAME: (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards)
Erialc Noshnoj

8. PORN STAR NAME: (first pet's name, the street you grew up on)
Chips Federal

9. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, the automobile your mom drives)
The Black Edge (HXC!)

10. YOUR ACTION HERO NAME: (first name of a main character in the last movie you watched, last food you ate)
Erica Pudding


Jun. 29th, 2008 11:18 am
mwestbelle: (surprise motherfucker)
Keep thinking about things I shouldn't, even though I know how I'm going to end up feeling. Still, can't really avoid it, especially around here.

I know it's pretty late but...Love Meme? I could use some loving.

Additional source of conflicting emotions: Today is ~TWO MONTHS ♥~ and...Chris isn't here. /o\ Family fucking reunions, seriously. Shitty phone AIM just isn't the same, folks.

Sorry that I've been a not-commenter lately...with stress from work and being FAT AND ALONE lonely, I just haven't been in the mood. Crossing my fingers that I'll be better after the soul-healing joy that will be The Return of Chris PLUS TBPiD!!!! OMG I cannot wait for that DVD, that and The Dark Knight are pretty much what's keeping me going these days.
mwestbelle: (gee o hai)

That's the past month on my journal, so all you new people know what you're getting into!

HAI! Here's a big long lifestory meme, and here's a copypasta of what it says in my profile (although you should totally look at my profile because Chris made me a HOTASS banner):

I'm Jen, a Wisconsinite college student rocking a subfree lifestyle. My current heart, soul and joy is bandslash. I also love: fantasy, vampires, Lost, musicals, knitting, House, Neil Gaiman, Bones, Dexter, Jossverse, Harry Potter, Frank Sinatra, Monty Python, explosions, British television, flailing, CAPSLOCK, and...other assorted things I'm not thinking of right now. I'm disgustingly schmoopily in love with my awesomesauce boyfriend, [ profile] thelemic, and half the things I talk about are crackverses/porn we come up with. I post a lot of kinky ramblings (enthused about things include tentacles, BDSM, incest, etc), so...if that kind of thing fills you with fear, I suggest looking away? But I also flail about them normally, and about other boys in bands. Post a lot about what I'm writing (I HAS MASTERLIST!), things at school, and complaining about whatever random thing happens.

So yes. Bandomwise, my super duper favorite is Gerard, always and forever, and my second favorite is a tie between Frank and Mikey, no surprise, since I ship them in all permutations and forms (no really, when they're vampires, have tentacles, are psychic or one of them is a magically animated ventriloquist dummy. And those are just a few examples). Third favorite is Patrick Motherfuckin Stump and fourth is Gabanti. I'm mostly into the MCR side of things right now, though I'll venture out for some Pete/Patrick or Gabe being awesome. I used to be fairly into Panic (Brendon was my #2 boy) but I'm kind of tired of them right now. I'll still show up and squee but I don't seek them out or read much fic.

Just as a warning, I sort of fail at commenting sometimes, because I get weird and awkward, but I don't use filters and I read everything (everything, all cuts and TL;dr) so. There's that :)



Jun. 16th, 2008 10:22 pm
mwestbelle: (dexter)
People who yell at me: guess what? *I*, the one calling center person, am not, in fact, The American Cancer Society in human form. I did not decide to call you. I did not decide to have a fundraising drive. I did not decide that during dinnertime would be a good time for a call. IT'S JUST A JOB, OKAY? ...really, I get upset about my job while I'm at it, afterwards not so much. Pretending to be cheerful for four hours apparently actually forces you into a decent mood. WHO KNEW?

My Chrissyway is leaving tomorrow, so while I'll be destitute and broken, I'll hopefully drag myself out of my shell of woe and get some writing done :P I have so much to do, and I think if I just sit down and force myself to hammer some shit out, I'll get a roll going. At least, I'm hoping that. *worries*

Next week I pick up my second job, TA for the school district's summer camp program. I'm going to be TA-ing the drama class, so hopefully I won't have to deal with too many preteen divas, but hey, it's another fifteen hours a week to work, it'll be like having an actual real job combined with my ACS hours (though I get paid less at school, boo). So I had to go to the doctor's today to have a TB test. INJECTION OMG ;____; Stupid needles, I haet u

Fandomwise, I've kind of been failing to read Big Bangs--I open them and then wander off to read old porn from my because I'm SMOOTH LIKE THAT. I've been in sort of an odd place? I think I'll be more "w00t!" once I start writing again (outside of collabs which, if anyone forgot, there is both VAMPFIC and KINKYPRIESTFIC over at [ profile] kinkninjas for your ~reading pleasure~)
mwestbelle: (patrick lips)
As of last night around 10:30...SerialFrank has a name. An honest to goodness title. For anyone who doesn't know (which is probably a bunch of you), SerialFrank was the very first thing Chris and I ever started writing together. It started accidentally in the comments to one of my entries a few days after we met, and has since grown to around 95K worth of Gerard/Frank goodness with cameos from a good 3/4 of bandom and some fairly kinky shit (no tentacles though, more's the pity). It's still not ~quite done (we have to finish bridging the gap between the random place we started chatficcing it and the realfic that it morphed into and we restarted) but it's been in beta with various people for a fucklong time and I've been thinking about it lately and. Now it has a name. I'm shit at naming stuff, but I finally worked out a title in my brain that I grew really fond of, and turns out Chris digs it too. It makes it a lot more real and...this is pretty much without a doubt going to be the longest thing I ever write for fandom and it feels sort of like a magnum opus of both my time in bandom and my time writing with Chris.

...that sounds pretty deep and shit but I'm actually SUPER SUPER EXCITED and hope we'll be actually bringing the damn thing to the internet at large SOON. \o/

Sitting on the couch with a soda and my puppy snoozing in the hallway, failing to work on my [ profile] mcr4u fic and feeling a little guilty (then again, Chris is leaving Tuesday *cue clouds of doom* so I'll both have time and be in the appropriate mood to write the fic I'm planning), disliking joining the workforce and dreading starting my second job next week, procrastinating on making a Father's Day card for my daddy, and just kind of being.

living etc

Jun. 5th, 2008 09:14 pm
mwestbelle: (kink bond)
My ~boy is back and life is shiny :D AS I TYPE THESE WORDS, we're attempting our very first hetsex so \o/ for us.

It's nice to get back in the swing and I've decided that it's that ~tiiiime again. That time where I'm getting nothing done and need to just poke around with those boys I love for a while. Oh yeah, you know what time it is...It's Business Commentfic Time!

Gimme a pairing and a prompt and I'll write you a brief, off the cuff bit of fic! Whee!

murder etc

Jun. 2nd, 2008 10:07 pm
mwestbelle: (dexter)
Spent today mainlining marathoning Dexter--8 episodes in one sitting \o/ God, I love that show...and most of it I've only seen in super grainy, super choppy streams with bright yellow subtitles in some Asian language.'s nice to have shiiiny DVD quality--of course, the title menus are the fuggest things I've ever seen. Seriously, did they ask fifth graders to design them? UGGO. D:

I just had a minor breakthrough about the fic I'm going to write for [ profile] burgaw so, yay! (I wish I could ask you if it's what you want, but I don't want to ruin the surprise T_T) And when this week is out, chatporning is go again! *smish* (In case you didn't notice, TENTACLES! I promise, it is full of porn and cracky joy)

[ profile] thelemic made me profile and stickypost banners as part of his brainbreak from studying, so you should check them out :D

Mostly I'm hanging out...planning to finish Dexter tomorrow, hopefully get some writing done, just kind of live and avoid the emobug that bit me on Sunday (it seems to be going around).


May. 29th, 2008 04:29 pm
mwestbelle: (mcavoy)
Supersupersuper excited because this Saturday, I'm going to go see...Body Worlds!

I will probably be squicked beyond belief and also totally enraptured, it's going to own. This is the exhibition's last weekend at my museum...a bunch of kids from Juj's school went on field trips there this week and she was deeply jealous. Sooo, I said "Hey, I'd go with you, ask Mom" and so Juj, Dad and I are going to be rocking it out with the plasticined (I READ A BOOK ABOUT THIS BUT IT WAS A LONG TIME AGO I MAY HAVE MADE UP THAT WORD) dead people.

Writing-wise, I just keep sinking deeeper and deeeeeper into a hole :(
-60s AU*
-Waycest Epic*
-Tentacle bondage for Chrissyway
-HP AU for Michelle*
-Moar superhero AU
-Flesh out the sex slave AU
-King Lear AU
-Moar Clandestine Academy fic*
-Viking AU (with Chrissyway)*
-Revolutionary War AU (with Chrissyway)

I starred the ones I've actually started but. DAMN. Why, plot bunnies, why?

PS: Chrissyway and I? Yeah. Glitter Text Graphics -

o ~hai

May. 25th, 2008 10:20 pm
mwestbelle: (OK)
Hello friends! I never have any idea what to say in an intropost, so here goes!

I'm Jen! I'm a Wisconsinite college student, 18 years old, currently at home for the summer trying to get office work (I SHALL NOT WORK RETAIL! I SHALL NOT!) I love bandboys which. Yeah, you probably guessed. I also love: fantasy, vampires, Lost, musicals, knitting, House, Neil Gaiman, Bones, Dexter, Jossverse, Harry Potter, Frank Sinatra, Monty Python, explosions, British television, flailing, CAPSLOCK, and...other assorted things I'm not thinking of right now. I'm disgustingly schmoopily in love with my awesomesauce boyfriend, [ profile] thelemic, and half the things I talk about are crackverses/porn we come up with. I post a lot of Waycest ramblings, so...if that kind of thing fills you with fear, I suggest looking away? But I also flail about them normally, and about other boys in bands. Post a lot about what I'm writing (I HAS MASTERLIST!) and complaining about whatever random thing happens.

Soooo. That's me. HAI. Tell me something about you :)
mwestbelle: (blogging)
Comment and I'll list 7 interests from your profile in a reply. Then you do an entry about what they mean and why you are interested in them.

From [ profile] rawkenr0ll
Former victorian boywhores is in reference to the Victorian AU [ profile] thelemic and I were working on
Gerard's pointy death nose spawned out of [ profile] thelemic and I talking about his pointy lil' nose, and then how Gerard could probably kill people with his nose, and that grew into some crack
gleeorgy came from a convo with [ profile] thelemic, in which we decided ourselves to be beffies and flailed epically, and I commented that we'd just keep on in a "manic gleeorgy forever"
nomming, while a usual internetmeme word, is also what [ profile] thelemic and my conversations tend to degenerate into
pedogee is another fic [ profile] thelemic and I are working on. And I'll say no more on that :D
piraten is the German word for "pirates"...Deustch Klub at my high school did movie nights and showed the Pirates of the Caribbean movies, which had a lot of snarling of "PIRATEN!" which is amazingly fun to say!
ten is the Tenth Doctor on Doctor Who, who I love with not quite the same passion I love Nine, but pretty close

...huh. Chris and I were probably kind of stupid not to get ~together sooner, since he obviously permeates my life >_>
mwestbelle: (Gondor)
Word on the street is Iago will be home this evening so, *fingers crossed* I need my baby. It would be awesome if they fixed him, but I don't care if they didn't--he's still totally useable, and I'm really against sending him into HP because (a) OMG UNKNOWN AMOUNT OF TIME WITHOUT MY LAPTOP I'D DIE and (b) Geek Squad told us they were pretty sure it was a software issue, and my warranty only covers hardware. would be cheaper and easier for me to just buy a monitor for desk-use when I get back to school. I just. I want him back now, and I really hope I don't have to try to argue with my Dad about sending it in or not.

Other news: I wrote some Gerard/Frank for the Dirty Talk and some Gabe/Pete/Mikey for the Frottage meme...I am exceptionally proud of myself for actually getting something *done* for pornomemes (I LOVE THEM SO) as well as writing some of a special fic for my bb and doing some collab with him. I'm learning to love the Google Docs, and it might become a new deal for me? IDK, I still love my good old' word processors, but I think I'll at least start keeping copies of my stuff on my Google, in case, IDK, I am without computer and still want to get shit done. :)

Still looking for a job...I sent my resume to another temp agency, so hopefully I'll hear more from them? Haven't heard one way or the other about my interview :(
mwestbelle: (ben)
I am posting from that most dreaded and terrifying of beasts: The Home Computer. Why would I speak to you from this ancient, sluggish neanderthal when I could just dash off a happy hello from my shiny and well-loved laptop, Iago? Well. That would be because dear Iago is not with us at the moment. He's been checked into intensive care and, sadly, I don't know when I'll see my sweet one again.

Translation: Dad and I finally went to Best Buy to talk to Geek Squad about Iago's fun little quirk (for those of you not around, when I got back to school after Christmas Break, Iago randomly started using only about 3/4 of his 17" display, leaving a wide black bar across the top and left side of the monitor) and...he's still there. I had NO INTENTION of leaving him, especially not without backing up any (ANY) of my files, but Dad and I had to get home to meet Juj's bus, which left us checking Iago in to stay with the friendly Geek Squad people. (Yes, I cried. Yes, I realize I'm lamesauce incarnate.) Which means I won't be around as much as I'd like to be, since now I have to share this old demon with the rest of the family...I'm hoping that the parentals will let me get on long enough to still be able to talk to people? But I really don't know. (Chrissyway, we may be forced to actually speak to each other after all)

On the (minute) plus side, I would also like to introduce a new member to my little technological family, who came home with me when Iago had to stay away. Macbeth is my black 80gig iPod Classic, and I already love him very much...I'll love him more once I sell Edmund (my Nano) to Juj and thus have somewhat less of a dent in my wallet. (Yes, I name all my electronics after Shakespearean villains, why do you ask?)

Another note: my RL beffie and I have despaired of finding a comm to discuss our original fictiony affairs...thus, I'm rebooting an old comm of mine, [ profile] makingshitup101, and would like to invite ~all of you to join us. We're hoping to create a fairly closeknit community to discuss and brainstorm original ideas...something of a [ profile] wolfshirts for well as do some concrit and writing excersises. *waves pimpcane* Go on!
mwestbelle: (Default)
I don't know if I mentioned this, but Iron Man was FANTABULOUS and everyone should see it. Now. Go on, go. (Well, you can wait until the end of the entry)

Well. I don't really have anything actual to say is [ profile] thelemic and my two week anniversary. TWO WEEKS. EEEHEE. ♥
mwestbelle: (dru2)
I've never attempted to write an Epic Fic (TM) before, and I'm finding it very interesting...interesting here meaning HORRIBLE because I'm outlining right now, and I keep having huge degressions that I really want to write about and I have to keep brainslapping myself and going "No! Down, brain! This is about how Gerard and Mikey cleaned up their lives, started their own comic shop and then had sex! Not about the epic professorial romance of Pete and Patrick or the thrilling exploits of Gabe's delivery company!" Bah.

Mother's Day, which means I'll be off to the Chicago area to hang with the grandparentals. Hopefully I won't get too sick (car rides = not fun). I'm all spiffed up though, with a new shirt and my blingbling, so \o/ Have to look lovely for my job interview tomorrow too, fingers are definitely crossed on that.

Hrm. Already plotting visitage from Chrissyway (PS-still thinking those thinky thoughts for last night bb...also, it has it's own folder now but could always use MOAR ♥), which will fit nicely since Ms. Molly will be about too :D
mwestbelle: (holy ghost)
Been hanging out at home and watching classic Disney films (The Little Mermaid on Wednesday, Robin Hood and The Lion King yesterday, Peter Pan right now) with the puppy, as well as hanging out with the 'fam. Sending my best wishes to my Chrissyway with that darn AP exam ♥

I'm going to be working on my EpicCest hopefully, but right now I'm bored, so have a hope a meme I snagged from [ profile] lastyearswishes

My awesome wikipedia-built band )


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