mwestbelle

I miss this.

Every day I've been all "ha ha, I must tell LJ about this foolishness!" then have been "nooo...no, I must live in my real life." But...real life kinda sucks. Kinda really sucks, and I'd much rather wander around the internet. So...I'm sorta back. I don't know how much regularity I'm going to have here though...I've been having a lot of trouble stirring up interest in much of anything besides sitting and absorbing lately. Everything that used to be fun just seems like work and such a hassle and I just don't know. But I'm trying, so yay. (plus, my laptop is malfunctioning, so it's going to be in for repair...eventually, and i'll be stranded)

Also: I need bandom friends So. Bad. All I can think about are crazy AUs and how AMAZINGLY TINY they all are and "oh look, at this!" and "ooh, picspam!" and I have NO ONE TO SHARE IT WITH. I am forced to resort to stalking other people's f-lists to get my cracky fix and I feel like such a creepy stalker, AGH. I just have to suck it up and try to write pr0n, because then I will have friends. *nod nod* (I keep going, "it only I could convince my folk to watch Life on the Murder Scene with me, then they would come to the dark side and my Hilmuffin would bend to my bandish whim!" except it's probably untrue, and I will never convince them to watch it anyway, and I'm too scared to suggest it because if they didn't like my boys, my heart might die.)

I am horribly addicted to Blahblah!Secret communities, even though they make me HORRIBLY SAD. Seriously, I knew I was a sensitive daisy, but when all these people talk about they secretly hate X, or think A/B is the most degading pairing ever, it HURTS MY HEART, FER SIRIUS. Ick. But I can't stop! Can't stop!

The last episode of Project Runway was the shit, btw, and I COVET Jillian/Victorya's ENTIRE ENSEMBLE so bad. The coat is just UNH, and the underneath is cool, and the dress was so cute! Still, I am so happy my very favorite, the Tiniest Bitch Queen won. I honestly want to pick him up and cuddle him and keep him in my purse. HEARTS.

So yeah. I've been sitting here since 9:30 and have successfully read a scene and a half of Henry IV pt 1. Bah. I have so much to do.

BUT BUT! If you have not listened to Cobra Starship, DO IT NOW! I can't help it...the infectious dance beats eat into my very soul! (Viva La Cobra is great, but I still recommend While the City Sleeps, We Rule the Streets)