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mwestbelle) wrote2009-02-22 01:01 am
mwestbelle) wrote2009-02-22 01:01 am
movies and emo
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Saw Coraline in 3D today, and it was awesomesauce...it was really subtly done, and there were only like, two or three WHOA THREE DIMENSIONS moments in the movie, it really was about immersion in the world--it was the first 3D movie I've seen and I was totally into it.
Just watched Hush and Smile Time with some downstairsers, and I'm going to see Were the World Mine again tomorrow with two new friends. Seems like I define my life by what I've been watching a lot lately. Idk, I've felt...kind of off? Just not really interested in being around a lot of people, but also really lonely. It's sort of that disconnect, where I sit here at my computer and realize that I could go to the next room, but I want to talk to people here. But there's no one to talk to. Maybe I'm just having weird brain times but...it's one of those things? The thing that I've always always wanted more than anything else is for people to like me. And if they do like me, I want them to like me best. And I feel pretty unloveable.
Saw Coraline in 3D today, and it was awesomesauce...it was really subtly done, and there were only like, two or three WHOA THREE DIMENSIONS moments in the movie, it really was about immersion in the world--it was the first 3D movie I've seen and I was totally into it.
Just watched Hush and Smile Time with some downstairsers, and I'm going to see Were the World Mine again tomorrow with two new friends. Seems like I define my life by what I've been watching a lot lately. Idk, I've felt...kind of off? Just not really interested in being around a lot of people, but also really lonely. It's sort of that disconnect, where I sit here at my computer and realize that I could go to the next room, but I want to talk to people here. But there's no one to talk to. Maybe I'm just having weird brain times but...it's one of those things? The thing that I've always always wanted more than anything else is for people to like me. And if they do like me, I want them to like me best. And I feel pretty unloveable.
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I've been in a mood to be *alone*, actually. Though nowadays there is literally no point in my day in which I am.
But I've been there in the whole 'social limbo'. You want to be around people, but when you are you want to be by yourself and when you're by yourself you want to be around people. It's tricky.
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:( If you ever want to be...alone with me, that sounds really creepy, but you know what I mean. You can always come chill and I'll pretend you aren't here and you can read my EW and it'll be a party :)