feeling sucky

[mwestbelle]

I was supposed to go home to have Easter with my grandma and hang out a bit with Dad and Beau. I'm not home. I'm still here, because of the freaking snow. It really really upsets me...I know it's not that big of a deal, and it was only a weekend (Friday evening to Sunday afternoon) but. I don't know, I've been feeling kind of low lately, and on Thursday I had one of those superfun moments of just soul-crushing unhappiness and I was just sitting here feeling awful and couldn't bring myself to do anything and it was bad. I ended up going to curl up with Hil so I could at least be around someone I like and who likes me, but I just told myself that it would all be okay, because I'd be home soon, and then everything would be alright. Or not.

I think I might feel better if I'd had a chance to cry, because crying always makes me feel better, but I had to shove it all down because I was on the phone with the fam and it isn't their fault and I didn't want them to feel bad. (Also, Mum & Juju got their trip to Florida cancelled because of the weather too, and I know that sucks way more.) And now I'm just kind of in that bottled-emotion state...even though I had a really fun night with my friends (we went rollerblading inside the lounge and watched American Psycho) once that was over, I just crashed again.

I'm so so sick of Roomie, she makes me miserable, and I can't wait to never have to see her again. Picking classes for next year, and I can't wait for it to come (well, actually, I can't wait for *summer* to come. Screw next year.)

...sigh.

Sorry for being a downer. Um. Here, have some Geeface:


Things that bring me joy about this picture:
-Gerard's faaaaace
-His crazy hair (It's actually one of my favorite of his hairstyles when he, you know, bothers to wash/brush it/look in a mirror before heading to an award's show)
-Stealth!Frank faaaace
-Frank's ridiculous hair (Seriously, what is that about?)
-How when I first saw it I spent five minutes giggling at Gerard's face, then scrolled down and was stuck spending five minutes ogling his crotch
-Frank's ~FINGERS

Comments

[smashfantastic.livejournal.com]

A secret drawl? Like...he's from Kentucky, but nobody knows it? *intrigued*

I hereby demand Frank/Bob/Gerard from the universe. Someone, somewhere in bandom will write it, and it will be awesome.

[mwestbelle.livejournal.com]

Like...his voice is so flat because he's suppressing a drawl he picked up from watching too many Westerns with Spencer during his formative years.

I've actually read Frank/Bob/Gerard. Hmm...

[smashfantastic.livejournal.com]

Heeeee. That explains where the hippie cowboy thing came from.

I read stele3's fic/plot summary, but it's the only one I remember seeing anywhere, and my greedy fangirl soul wants MOAR. But, hey, somebody's bound to write it.

[mwestbelle.livejournal.com]

Pretty much (posted it, btw)

Here's one: Bonus FrankinHeat! (http://ficbyzee.livejournal.com/282767.html) and...hmm...there was another I read, but I don't think I saved it. I can look.

[smashfantastic.livejournal.com]

*clappy hands* I shall read both after I finish writing my book review! Which I should have done yesterday, BUT WHATEVER. I know not these "priorities" of which you speak.