mwestbelle

Guess who wasted $44.55 and a hell of a lot of joy? Oh yeah, that would be me. I'm not seeing Panic. I bought a ticket and have been fucking flailing since February, but nope. I cannot has Panic, because my parents don't approve of the ~people who could maybe possibly be attending this concert (even though I told them Panic appeals mainly to teenage girls) and they don't approve of the neighborhood the venue is in (which, admittedly, is pretty nasty, but that's where ACTUAL TOURS COME IN MILWAUKEE). So. Yeah. I thought I was done crying about concerts I didn't get to go to back when I couldn't find anyone to drive me to Chicago to see MCR. I mean, what's worse than not being able to get two hours away to a concert you really want to see? Turns out it's not being able to get half an hour away to a concert you have a ticket for.

Fucking sucks.

On another note: Tokio Hotel is on Fuse. Hee.

Current Mood: pissed off

I was supposed to go home to have Easter with my grandma and hang out a bit with Dad and Beau. I'm not home. I'm still here, because of the freaking snow. It really really upsets me...I know it's not that big of a deal, and it was only a weekend (Friday evening to Sunday afternoon) but. I don't know, I've been feeling kind of low lately, and on Thursday I had one of those superfun moments of just soul-crushing unhappiness and I was just sitting here feeling awful and couldn't bring myself to do anything and it was bad. I ended up going to curl up with Hil so I could at least be around someone I like and who likes me, but I just told myself that it would all be okay, because I'd be home soon, and then everything would be alright. Or not.

I think I might feel better if I'd had a chance to cry, because crying always makes me feel better, but I had to shove it all down because I was on the phone with the fam and it isn't their fault and I didn't want them to feel bad. (Also, Mum & Juju got their trip to Florida cancelled because of the weather too, and I know that sucks way more.) And now I'm just kind of in that bottled-emotion state...even though I had a really fun night with my friends (we went rollerblading inside the lounge and watched American Psycho) once that was over, I just crashed again.

I'm so so sick of Roomie, she makes me miserable, and I can't wait to never have to see her again. Picking classes for next year, and I can't wait for it to come (well, actually, I can't wait for *summer* to come. Screw next year.)

...sigh.

Sorry for being a downer. Um. Here, have some Geeface:
( Always makes me feel better. )

Current Mood: gloomy

Last night = not fun...my last night chilling with my family was just a wee bit dampened by when I settled into bed with my laptop for some end-of-the-night ~~porning~~ chatting and...it wouldn't turn on. Like, the lights would all come on? But the hard drive wouldn't engage. Yeahhhhh, there were tears. I know it sounds really lame, that I was seriously crying over my laptop but I really wouldn't be exaggerating when I say my laptop is my life. It's got all my writing, all my music, it's my entertainment, my schoolwork, my connections. Pretty much 2-12 every day (with like, two hours out for food and a tv show) I'm on here doing something. So not having it would kind of be my entire life crashing down around my ears. But this morning, popped out the battery and put it back in, and it seems to be fine (well, the display is still phucked, but whatev) so *fingers crossed*

SO MUCH TO CATCH UP ON AGH.

In summary:
-B-side = ♥xafrillion, I'm a hundred million times more excited to see them, I didn't even think that was possible!
-V.v. proud of Travie and wishing him the best of luck
-Finished my CW story, will post later
-Back to work on fannishbzns \o/
-Back at school /o/ (half-/o\ and half-\o/)
-saw Penelope -- SUPER sweet and highly recommended, it really just warmed my heart
-so glad to back in the world with all y'all internetty folk <3

Current Mood: tired

Things I Hate (That I Am Experiencing Today):
-Steps that are too long to do in one step, but are too short to take two steps
-Fruit cups that spit juice all over your jeans
-Tailbone pains of doom (Guess what! Not only does it ache and stab, it BLEEDS.)
-Headaches
-Dumbass youtube videos that are set so you can't embed them
-Having buttons pop off your coat
-The persistent sound of vacuuming
-The word vacuuming. I think it's wrong, but it looks so weird anyway I don't even know
-Clicking on awesomely named pr0nfiction and having it turn out to be poorly spaced, poorly written crap
-Headaches
-Being hungry

...ok, I feel almost better. I'll be cheerier when I get more of the things that I don't hate (like COMMENTFICCING <333) and get some food in me. Which I will do now.

Arts school AU tentatively scheduled for postage tonight. *fingers crossed*

Current Mood: cranky

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