feeling sucky
Mar. 22nd, 2008 11:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mwestbelleI was supposed to go home to have Easter with my grandma and hang out a bit with Dad and Beau. I'm not home. I'm still here, because of the freaking snow. It really really upsets me...I know it's not that big of a deal, and it was only a weekend (Friday evening to Sunday afternoon) but. I don't know, I've been feeling kind of low lately, and on Thursday I had one of those superfun moments of just soul-crushing unhappiness and I was just sitting here feeling awful and couldn't bring myself to do anything and it was bad. I ended up going to curl up with Hil so I could at least be around someone I like and who likes me, but I just told myself that it would all be okay, because I'd be home soon, and then everything would be alright. Or not.
I think I might feel better if I'd had a chance to cry, because crying always makes me feel better, but I had to shove it all down because I was on the phone with the fam and it isn't their fault and I didn't want them to feel bad. (Also, Mum & Juju got their trip to Florida cancelled because of the weather too, and I know that sucks way more.) And now I'm just kind of in that bottled-emotion state...even though I had a really fun night with my friends (we went rollerblading inside the lounge and watched American Psycho) once that was over, I just crashed again.
I'm so so sick of Roomie, she makes me miserable, and I can't wait to never have to see her again. Picking classes for next year, and I can't wait for it to come (well, actually, I can't wait for *summer* to come. Screw next year.)
...sigh.
Sorry for being a downer. Um. Here, have some Geeface:
Things that bring me joy about this picture:
-Gerard's faaaaace
-His crazy hair (It's actually one of my favorite of his hairstyles when he, you know, bothers to wash/brush it/look in a mirror before heading to an award's show)
-Stealth!Frank faaaace
-Frank's ridiculous hair (Seriously, what is that about?)
-How when I first saw it I spent five minutes giggling at Gerard's face, then scrolled down and was stuck spending five minutes ogling his crotch
-Frank's ~FINGERS
I think I might feel better if I'd had a chance to cry, because crying always makes me feel better, but I had to shove it all down because I was on the phone with the fam and it isn't their fault and I didn't want them to feel bad. (Also, Mum & Juju got their trip to Florida cancelled because of the weather too, and I know that sucks way more.) And now I'm just kind of in that bottled-emotion state...even though I had a really fun night with my friends (we went rollerblading inside the lounge and watched American Psycho) once that was over, I just crashed again.
I'm so so sick of Roomie, she makes me miserable, and I can't wait to never have to see her again. Picking classes for next year, and I can't wait for it to come (well, actually, I can't wait for *summer* to come. Screw next year.)
...sigh.
Sorry for being a downer. Um. Here, have some Geeface:
Things that bring me joy about this picture:
-Gerard's faaaaace
-His crazy hair (It's actually one of my favorite of his hairstyles when he, you know, bothers to wash/brush it/look in a mirror before heading to an award's show)
-Stealth!Frank faaaace
-Frank's ridiculous hair (Seriously, what is that about?)
-How when I first saw it I spent five minutes giggling at Gerard's face, then scrolled down and was stuck spending five minutes ogling his crotch
-Frank's ~FINGERS
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Date: 2008-03-22 05:31 pm (UTC)... the picture is happy though?
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Date: 2008-03-22 05:33 pm (UTC)Yes. Staring at Gerard's dorky face usually brightens things up a bit. :)
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Date: 2008-03-22 05:39 pm (UTC)Speaking of staring at Gerard's face, have some artz to brighten your day :D (the serialfrank picture I sent you a crappy cellphone pic of the beginning of) heeere
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Date: 2008-03-22 05:41 pm (UTC)!!!
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Date: 2008-03-22 05:35 pm (UTC)ha, you've said everything i love about that picture! gerard's (clean) mad scientist hair ftw.
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Date: 2008-03-22 05:38 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-03-22 05:53 pm (UTC)Ahaha, that picture is priceless.
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Date: 2008-03-22 06:06 pm (UTC)Inorite XD
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Date: 2008-03-22 06:17 pm (UTC)I can't stop staring at Frank in that picture, even though Gee is obviously the main focus. Frank, how so beautiful?
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Date: 2008-03-22 06:19 pm (UTC)I have mixed issues with Frank in this, because his face is just gorgeous delight, but then his HAIR and I get distracted by "What did you two DO TO YOUR HEADS?"
Sex in the limo on the way over, obv.(no subject)
Date: 2008-03-22 07:25 pm (UTC)In my head, that picture was taken while Bob was back in Chicago. He sent Frank camera phone pictures of his new hair, and Frankie was jealous. And he missed Bob. And then he had to hold onto his own thigh to keep from fucking up Gerard's hair any more. This has nothing to do with the fact that I am craving Frank/Bob &or Frank/Gerard &or Frank/Bob/Gerard. WHERE IS THE FIC, I WANTS IT.
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Date: 2008-03-22 07:27 pm (UTC)Ahaha, I like that story! Um...I have none of those things, but there may be cracky "Ryan Ross has a secret drawl!" chatfic up in a bit :D
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Date: 2008-03-22 07:32 pm (UTC)I hereby demand Frank/Bob/Gerard from the universe. Someone, somewhere in bandom will write it, and it will be awesome.
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Date: 2008-03-22 07:37 pm (UTC)I've actually read Frank/Bob/Gerard. Hmm...
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Date: 2008-03-22 07:41 pm (UTC)I read stele3's fic/plot summary, but it's the only one I remember seeing anywhere, and my greedy fangirl soul wants MOAR. But, hey, somebody's bound to write it.
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Date: 2008-03-22 07:46 pm (UTC)Here's one: Bonus FrankinHeat! (http://ficbyzee.livejournal.com/282767.html) and...hmm...there was another I read, but I don't think I saved it. I can look.
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Date: 2008-03-22 07:52 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-03-22 08:18 pm (UTC)I adore that picture of him. He's so excited to be there!
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Date: 2008-03-22 08:20 pm (UTC)I know! He's all "My hair looks ridiculous, but this is SO COOL ANYWAY"
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Date: 2008-03-23 11:33 pm (UTC)He's meeting famous people!
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Date: 2008-03-24 03:03 am (UTC)Pretty much anything Neil touches is gold in my mind...love Sandman, can't get enough of his short stories...and he's got a great voice too :D
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Date: 2008-03-24 08:36 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-03-23 04:17 am (UTC)You know what? It'll be okay. Just think of how close the summer really is! A lot closer than you think. :)
And once it's over and you've had a wonderful time, next year will start and you won't have to deal with your roomie (or your current classes, including a 'special' creative writing) classes either.
*Glomps*
You have my sympathies, though. And I'm sorry that your plans didn't work out. Cross your fingers - maybe you can head home next weekend?
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Date: 2008-03-23 04:42 am (UTC)Hopefully they'll be coming up to have dinner on Wednesday, but it's just not the same *sigh*
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Date: 2008-03-23 03:45 pm (UTC)I'm so sorry the fates conspired against you. I have enclosed a hug (quantity: 1) and will be personally delivering one (1) to your door this Easter morning, in an attempt to undo some of this unfortunateness. I'll even offer you a segment of my super-massive Toblerone, should you be interested, this evening-time.
Take care! Feel better.
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Date: 2008-03-23 04:10 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-03-23 06:58 pm (UTC)I'm sorry things were so poopy for you this weekend. I know you were really looking forward to going home. Maybe some Ned expressions and Emerson quips would cheer you up? Come by and we'll snuggle and watch internet television. <3
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Date: 2008-03-23 07:02 pm (UTC)