we'd all be eating steak

I wish I was different. I wish I didn't react like I do. I wish there was room in my world for anyone else. I wish I was like I was. I wish I was something new. I wish I was moving forward. I wish I could tell if I was falling behind. I wish it was just me. I wish they would come. I wish you were here. I wish I had something to say. I wish I could shut up. I wish you the best. I wish I knew why. I wish it all fell into place. I wish it was mine. I wish it would happen. I wish I could believe it.

I wish I didn't have to be cryptic.

Sitting outside (well, sort of...on our screen porch which is about as close to outside as I'll willingly get) smelling the air, watching the flag waving and seeing the world through little black gridmesh. I was feeling cheery this morning, but it feels like it's fading. Gonna bury myself in tentaclepreg clean-up and wait for the right moment.

tentacles?!?!

So this one time, thelemic and I teased incestuous threesome tentacle mpreg.



With (little tentacled) child now appearing at kinkninjas