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[mwestbelle]

I've been in...I don't know what I'd call it. It's not precisely a bad mood but...a Not Good mood for a while and I don't know what to do with it :\ My mcr4u is...outlined, I guess you'd say? I have each of the major scenes started/50% done, and now I just have to go and fill in some. Maybe moving onto a different writing project will help invigorate me, I just feel so slumpy. Part of it is my work schedule, definitely...it's just so hard to really *do* anything, because my jobs aren't close enough together in time that I can stay in the same "Work Work Work" mood the whole time but they aren't separated from each other enough that I can actually accomplish something between them. Plus, they're so so different, it's just a whole different feel. I actually really like TAing, but ACS drains me so bad. I know I'm no fun to be with afterwards--I'm either completely fried and spazzed out or in a foul mood. At least, I'm hoping that that's my issue, and that the lyrics are wrong.

A friend just posted pics from the year on Facebook and it's neat to look back and go "Oh, ballroom dancing! Oh, Roman Day! Oh, wandering around with people!" ...I miss school. I love being at home, and I of course love not having class, but I really miss having people just, always around. I get so lonely sometimes.

Comments

[spleenjournal.livejournal.com]

*smooshes you*

[runthegamut.livejournal.com]

:-/ Definitely being drained/tired will effect your mood. I'm dragging ass so bad lately. Ugh. I need like 800 hours of missed sleep.

I understand what you mean about home/school. Like, it's nice to be around your family, but it's better to be with your peers and on your own. It's like straddling a line the first couple years in college, but then gradually 'out on your own' seems like the only way to be. *hugs*

[smashfantastic.livejournal.com]

*TACKLEHUG* I know what you mean. I'm still sort of terrified about it, but I can't wait until school starts anyway.

I am using this icon as a signal to myself to GET OFF THE DAMN COMPUTER AND PRACTICE ALREADY OMG.

[thelemic.livejournal.com]

*smish smish* I.

what do you mean by the lyrics are wrong, out of curiosity? :/

[conquer-minds.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I'm so sorry. I hope you're feeling less down soon, bb. ♥

May I suggest powernaps? I'm not a napping person, but perhaps they'll work for you? *small smile*

P.S. I know how you feel re: summertime. There are a lot of people around me, but I still feel really lonely. =/ <-- lol that turned out more emo than it was supposed to turn out, oh well, I hope you get my drift. >____>

[freja07.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I know exactly what you mean. I've been pretty lonely this past year that I took off college.

But I found LJ, and you guys made it better.

[analogized.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Hope you un-slump-ify soon, lovie. *wishes you happy* And someone suggested powernaps? Good idea. I read somewhere that 20 minutes is good for refreshment, and that 90 minutes is a full REM cycle, but anything in between leaves you groggy? Anyway. *hugglesquishes*