feeling sucky

[mwestbelle]

I was supposed to go home to have Easter with my grandma and hang out a bit with Dad and Beau. I'm not home. I'm still here, because of the freaking snow. It really really upsets me...I know it's not that big of a deal, and it was only a weekend (Friday evening to Sunday afternoon) but. I don't know, I've been feeling kind of low lately, and on Thursday I had one of those superfun moments of just soul-crushing unhappiness and I was just sitting here feeling awful and couldn't bring myself to do anything and it was bad. I ended up going to curl up with Hil so I could at least be around someone I like and who likes me, but I just told myself that it would all be okay, because I'd be home soon, and then everything would be alright. Or not.

I think I might feel better if I'd had a chance to cry, because crying always makes me feel better, but I had to shove it all down because I was on the phone with the fam and it isn't their fault and I didn't want them to feel bad. (Also, Mum & Juju got their trip to Florida cancelled because of the weather too, and I know that sucks way more.) And now I'm just kind of in that bottled-emotion state...even though I had a really fun night with my friends (we went rollerblading inside the lounge and watched American Psycho) once that was over, I just crashed again.

I'm so so sick of Roomie, she makes me miserable, and I can't wait to never have to see her again. Picking classes for next year, and I can't wait for it to come (well, actually, I can't wait for *summer* to come. Screw next year.)

...sigh.

Sorry for being a downer. Um. Here, have some Geeface:


Things that bring me joy about this picture:
-Gerard's faaaaace
-His crazy hair (It's actually one of my favorite of his hairstyles when he, you know, bothers to wash/brush it/look in a mirror before heading to an award's show)
-Stealth!Frank faaaace
-Frank's ridiculous hair (Seriously, what is that about?)
-How when I first saw it I spent five minutes giggling at Gerard's face, then scrolled down and was stuck spending five minutes ogling his crotch
-Frank's ~FINGERS

Comments

[thelemic.livejournal.com]

I'm not going to my grandma's either, for the same reason :/ But I'm sorry you're unhappy lately *HUG*

... the picture is happy though?

[erraticonstilts.livejournal.com]

i'm sorry you're stuck at school, that really sucks :(

ha, you've said everything i love about that picture! gerard's (clean) mad scientist hair ftw.

[citibyrd.livejournal.com]

Aww, I'm sorry. I definitely understand feeling crappy at school. It sucks that you can't go home. *HUGS*

Ahaha, that picture is priceless.

[velvet-tuberose.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry that you won't get to see your family for Easter, and that things've been crappy lately. I hope that you get a chance to cry soon! That always helps (just watch like, Bridge to Terabithia. Stealth crying power, right there).

I can't stop staring at Frank in that picture, even though Gee is obviously the main focus. Frank, how so beautiful?

[smashfantastic.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you couldn't go see your family! *hugs*

In my head, that picture was taken while Bob was back in Chicago. He sent Frank camera phone pictures of his new hair, and Frankie was jealous. And he missed Bob. And then he had to hold onto his own thigh to keep from fucking up Gerard's hair any more. This has nothing to do with the fact that I am craving Frank/Bob &or Frank/Gerard &or Frank/Bob/Gerard. WHERE IS THE FIC, I WANTS IT.

[secrethitmen.livejournal.com]

Woe is eww of epic proportions. Can I recommend Hogfather (the book)? Or The Breakfast Club? Or Good Omens? Or AMERICAN GODS, OMG FLAIL NEIL GAIMAN MARRY ME KTHNX. (Is it obvious that I used a Borders gift card recently?) Anyway, whatever makes you feel better, plunge wholeheartedly into it.

I adore that picture of him. He's so excited to be there!

[orockthro.livejournal.com]

*Huggles* <3 <3 <3
You know what? It'll be okay. Just think of how close the summer really is! A lot closer than you think. :)
And once it's over and you've had a wonderful time, next year will start and you won't have to deal with your roomie (or your current classes, including a 'special' creative writing) classes either.
*Glomps*
You have my sympathies, though. And I'm sorry that your plans didn't work out. Cross your fingers - maybe you can head home next weekend?

[dr-goose.livejournal.com]

Jenny-friend!

I'm so sorry the fates conspired against you. I have enclosed a hug (quantity: 1) and will be personally delivering one (1) to your door this Easter morning, in an attempt to undo some of this unfortunateness. I'll even offer you a segment of my super-massive Toblerone, should you be interested, this evening-time.

Take care! Feel better.

[folkballad.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
I'm sorry things were so poopy for you this weekend. I know you were really looking forward to going home. Maybe some Ned expressions and Emerson quips would cheer you up? Come by and we'll snuggle and watch internet television. <3